.. call it a persona disorder

torstai 19. elokuuta 2010

After party

We left our bodies at my backyard
after the party I had thrown
the last night.

None of us noticed the incident
right away.

Rick, he lives alone in a single flat
goes jogging in the nearby forest
and not much else.
Got one day off after the party
woke up for work early the following morning,
headed for the office.
At first he thought
is this some kind of a game
some theme day again
to raise the spirit?
Ignore Rick -day
or sumthin'
nobody seemed to notice him, passing 
                       by,
         passing by.
No eyes set upon him, except
the hot secretary at the dining room but
she appeared to look straight through him.
Well what's the big news, said Rick to
himself.
But as the hours passed like
the people just
passing by
passing
                by
and even the head of office
didn't pay any attention to him
and even phoned his home several times
Rick got all pale
and ran out.

Same thing with three other guys.
Hank, Walter and
the black guy, Gus
I think
rhymed with bus
anyway
all encountered the same problem
at home
at work
at clubs
Walt's a teacher and
it was a bit hard to lecture about
ionic bonds when
your class keeps asking
where the hell he is.

Me, I was suffering from
quite bad headache the morning
after the party.
I poured myself some coffee
went to the porch, enjoyed the chill
breeze and read Bukowski for
hours straight.
Can't understand the fuss around him.
After two p.m. came my girlfriend
with her little sister.
I heard the car and
got up to give them a
happy greeting from the door.
So the door opened
So they walked inside
So they walked right through
me and my wide-spread arms.
They called my name
So I called back
they smelled the coffee
they saw the open back door
and so
she screamed
my girlfriend, I mean
grabbed her sister and took her
inside
grabbed the phone, cried
and screamed and
cried again
I managed to see her dial
9 – 1 – 1

I walked towards the open back door
towards the porch and wondered
am I still sleeping,
having a fucking hangover sleep, am I going
to wake up all sweat but
relieved?
I got to the door and realized
that I wasn't going to wake up.
I just kept staring at my backyard
and kept swallowing uneased.
We had left our bodies lying there
in a neat ring, feet
pointing at the centre.
We had forgot our bodies but
it was just too late.

and the headache was still there,
a hammering pain
                               still there.

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